Monday, March 16, 2015

Always in My Heart



Recently I had a dream I was hugging Alondra, aka Ali bear. In that dream I was crying and holding her, knowing I'd never get to bask amidst her presence ever again while on Earth. She passed away one year to the day my dad did when she was just 17-years-old.

I lived and laughed with her and her mom for almost two years from the time she was three to 5-years-old. My recent reading of Hindu wisdom spawned the following... 

Hindu heaven is abundant with love, laughter, foliage, water falls and it's also a world of eternal  peace and harmony.

It's a world where not a single soul is rich or poor, 100 percent equality with no leaders or followers. Ali bear is there right now basking in beauty, with about 5000 more years to live in a youthful and healthy body. She's sad for the rest of us still entrapped in this sphere of madness we all know as Earth.

Sorrow in Hindu Heaven unlike on this planet is not an emotion that attacks the soul. Ali fells our sorrow as she laughs when we have to go to work. Nine to five is not even a bad dream in Hindu Heaven. While she's playing soccer or hugging a friend, we combat fear, corruption and hate much too frequently. Ali wonders why we cry for her when it should be the other way around.

It's selfish of me and others to want her back on Earth where money and lust for power and greed dominate the minds of world leaders and fester down to us common folk who are encased in sophisticated slavery. Our imaginations, creativity and dreams are caged in barely livable wages set forth by big business. In Hindu Heaven, those three things have buried big business for all eternity.

In Ali's current world, the need for matter and money is non existent. No one goes hungry where she is now. Love has pulverized greed in her world. Laughter has decimated death, destruction and war on her piece of the universe. The only drama where Ali is now is in a movie, book or play. No one has enemies or envy in Hindu Heaven. Crime in every form has been swallowed by the innocence of children, passion of intimate lovers and the camaraderie of large or small groups of friends and family. The only bills (payments) in Hindu Heaven are on various birds.

Social media is only informative, entertaining or funny, never hurtful or boring where Ali dwells. The only illness in her world is the remembrance of rap music which should make anyone who truly appreciates music sick to their stomach.

Ali's friends and family who also departed our cosmic chaos only laugh and love in Hindu Heaven. Currently Ali is the only entity in Hindu Heaven who has ever cried. Every time she cries, she thinks of her loved ones still on Earth. How for example they might suffer from the flu, yet have to attend work for the fear of losing their job or making a various bill requirement. How Earthlings mentally suffer for the loss or sickness of another loved one. As we toil away from paycheck to paycheck in our deluded happiness while fussing and fighting with our peers, see laughs when we cry for her.