My Reality

Nested in my sound thoughts and intentions dwells a potent reality of insanity creeping toward the core of my brain while my true imagination is caged in the guiled reality of just another number in the lower class work force.

Occasional laughter with friends and family frequently fuels the desire to live as a sole entity out of touch with tangible feelings.

Laughing at myself, great comedy, Facebook vents, music and random posts on my blog balance craziness and responsibly into a pleasant mixture of refreshing reality.

Teaching preschool aged children about 12 years ago that cart is spelled kart was just one of my many flaws as a preschool teacher. What can I say? I like to write, but I can't spell. To date, English is the only subject in both the high school and college level that I flunked. I was an A student in journalism though.

In 2011 I managed the minimum grade (C plus) required in my third class of college level English, Beginning Writing. I'm now eligible to take the two more English classes which count toward graduation. Technically I flunked Beginning Writing in 2011, a whooping 58 percent grade. With only two weeks to go in the semester, my most wonderful professor said as long as I turned in the last few assignments and took my final, she'd pass me, because I'd turned in all my assignments on time and never missed a class.

Facebook is an outlet for me to vent about stuff I hate. I know many people don't appreciate my views on Christianity, but to each his own, because when all is said and done, I'm just a void pawn in the game of life. For the record, the Bible can be very potent and gripping;

Proverbs 2:2; Make your ear attentive to wisdom, Incline your heart to understanding.

My problem like George Carlin jokes about, is that I don't have pet peeves, I have major psychotic F-word hatreds. I need to get over my hatred for today's music. Yes I will always hate it, but so what if others like it, I can still enjoy my vast variety of music which includes the Spice Girls, Hank I, II, III, Rush, The Beatles, Iron Maiden, 40s to today's blues, 70s disco, 80s techno and the 90s alternative sounds.

I personally belief in science over religion, but there are some compelling arguments for religion. Even Stephen Hawking said humans would not exist if we started out as infants. Hence we needed God or gods to create adults which create babies. Maybe the Greeks were right, gods also die, though they lived for five or 10,000 years.

Greek religious beliefs would explain everything today. All the gods are now dead, and everything that happens now, good or evil, peace, war, love, hate, romance, lust, laughter and sorrow are all things experienced or emotionalized mostly by blind chance.

If there is an afterlife, punishment or reward should be based solely on karma and not your personal beliefs or lifestyle.