So unique and alone. No one to hold, no emotions to unfold. Books, blogs and dreams sooth my restless soul. I'm the youngest of three in my direct bloodline, so before it's too late I want to say good bye world. The Schurr race is ending soon, a few decades at most before our family is extinct.
I've conquered the self pity of loneliness, all I have to do is read when I realize there will never be a woman to share my dreams and aspirations with. When reading something that is not seizing my senses, re-reading another book always works, it has since October, 2017. I'm in my mid 50s now, I don't own a home and more often then not, I couldn't afford to buy a woman a cup of coffee, so hence, I don't date or have a soul mate.
Whether or not success aides in the acquisition of a wife, it certainly dictates the confidence or lack of confidence to ask a woman out.
In the grand scheme of things, I'm just a lone lunatic. Indeed there are too many books and not enough time. Hello world, hopefully, my farewell will be in the distant future.
Izzy Schurr, aka, Mark Schurr
